Two month scan
3/23 I’m walking on sunshine and it’s time to feel good. https://youtu.be/CKh0dLIuIu8 I’m all over the place this morning. Dropped kate at the bus at 6. Took a shower (something I usually don’t do it there isn’t an hour to rest after) Have early appointments with Dr Chan and Dr Wirth. Waiting to hear the results of my two month scans. Yes. It’s been two months since I was treated with chemo and radiation. It’s been the hardest two months outside of the times when declan had open heart surgery and my dad was at the brigham. I struggle with appetite and fatigue and am the only person I know who doesn’t want to lose weight. I now weigh less than I did when I got married at 22. And to be honest I have plenty to lose. But in the right way. I look in the mirror and don’t recognize myself sometimes. The buzz cut with the crazy cowlicks and huge bald spot from the radiation. At the same time I feel like I am gaining. I made it ten hours at the brigham